"All they see is your scars."
(Wednesday, 22 August 2012 @ 17:23)
"You started the whole 'i don't need you thing' so we lived with it so at the end the day, it is you who made us not need you." maybe I just need to get that in my head, and that I shouldn't try... I mean since things are like that and........ and I'm guessing you hate me now so.
and it's too bloody late for anything.
well if you
ever, see this:
Xinni: I don't know what you're going to think after this. But I'm sorry I made you put up with my shit anyway. I mean I got those somewhat indirect tweets before anything happened back then. You and her just scolding someone and yes, I was guilty of throwing you those shit emotions that's why I took it as those tweets were for me.(I don't know if I was over-thinking but I think they were.) Then I felt I was annoying the hell out of you. I don't want to come up with stupid excuses and shizz but I sincerely apologize for fucking your efforts up and taking your existence for granted. And yes I do know it's too late for anything, and maybe you wouldn't even bother with this. If there's any way I can make you forgive me, I'd do it if it's within my means. Thank you for your efforts and I'm sorry, sorry for assuming all my thoughts were right and I was acting like bitch, I don't know how to describe how I was like when I was just drowning in my own damn misery but I guess you'll do the describing better. Scold me more, if that makes you feel good. And yes, I'm not over it; if your definition of "over it" means not hoping any single thing from him anymore.
