Boy: Why don't you have a boyfriend yet?

Girl: Because I'm not allowed to. Why don't you have a girlfriend yet then?

Boy: Because you're still not allowed to have a boyfriend. 

I guess people just don't need me in their lives. 

I hate being in crowds now, I just wanna be alone at home all the time, I don't wanna go to school, ugh.

All the things you said don't apply now, when you said I made you happier than anyone could, was it a lie? When you said you were so happy when I first hugged you, was it a lie? When you said you never wanted to let me go, was it a lie? You said you hoped I'll realize how much I mean to you, but even if now I know, whats the point? You said you never wanted me to see me sad, really?  

I hope you're happy and well, but honestly I'm not.

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okay. I wish I could grow stronger, strong enough to let go, strong enough to not care, strong enough To Forget YOU. you used to say that you were living for that day, and for that day onwards. I guess they were all just lies anyway. 

Some people build walls around them not to keep people away from them. But to see who cares enough to break it down. But nobody cares enough anyway. I'm not needed.

stop killing me inside out, give me an answer. if you've decided that you dont want us, let me go, don't keep me waiting for nothing.