♥ "I vow to love you, and no matter what happens, I promise to live within the warmth of your heart."
(Friday, 4 May 2012 @ 22:58)
HAPPY FIRST YEAR DEAR ♥
I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO READ THIS.
:) it's our one year anniversary! :).
So happy for us and yet it just simply reminds us of how much crap we've been through and still end up together after this 1 whole year. Even though we weren't together for 3 weeks in this year, but I'm still glad you're back together with me. And for good. (: have to admit that those three weeks was really hell for me and I hate it :X but meh, glad you took me backkkkkkkkkkk (:
hmm, your words assure me the most and you make me stand after every fall, and no matter what happens I know that you're there for me, & the best thing is, you're always there for me. I'd always rant about how insecure I am at times and how paranoid I can get over certain issues and yet you're still so patient with me. you've been patient even though I PMS on a monthly basis and fight with you like every single month I don't feel good but you're still here, constantly trying to make everything okay & giving in to me although I've been such a bitch and you rly rly find me annoying and irritating. There were many many many many many times I wanted to give up because I was all tired and sick of the disappointment I have made you feel. That feeling really sucks when you disappoint someone so badly that you just wanna hide in a coffin and never come out.
I don't really remember what fights we have had but I know that they were very retarded and lame and I don't even know. But yet, proud of us that we have overcome this whole thing. No doubt that this walk with you won't be smooth, I promised you that I would walk with you right? :) So yes, I will walk with you. The past year has been tough but I'm glad you came into my life and never left since then.
No matter how far apart we are, we'll still miss each other like hell, right? Hehe. Still remember when you went to China and I had no mood to do anything everyday, hoping that you could come back real soon because I really missed you a lot. My dear boy, you're so sweet and I love you from the bottom of my heart. ♥
16 march, this year, after your entire spec course we just talked like there was no tomorrow, dumping our phones aside & not bothering about anything else. And before that you scammed me that you didn't win the award/ get the post and you were so damn disappointed and I was like, "heh? :/" and then I only found out that you lied only after that? Stupid bitch, I hate you for that k :P
You've given me more than I ever asked for, wished for. I'll remember the promises that we made, and please lets just not break them :3
Hehe, remember making funny faces all the time just to make me smile? :) You did it just effortlessly, although there are times I really felt like ignoring you because you be a bitch like I am :). All you have to do is just make a stupid face and I would just laugh at you :3 whenever I was angry you just had to say a lil thing and that would just brighten up my day and I would just, not be angry anymore.. Idk :)
Anabelle's birthday party you freaking piggy backed me till the shopping mall just cos I had a blister and it was really painful, but thanks ♥
Heh, all the silly things we did together, going to da beach cos we felt like it xD I can't forget all the moments I have spent with you.
Thanks for being my best friend for the past two to three months. I can't say you've been my motivation all along but you were the one who was constantly pushing me to do better than I did because whenever I see you studying I'd be like asdfghjkl, I should too. :)
We kinda happened because of my darling best friend andddddddddd I would actually like to thank her :D
in all, I'd like to say, I love you andddddd I hope this will never fade off, never ever. We'd be strong to last till the end, we'd keep our promises to stay together no matter what happens and in any situation, I hope that we would stay together, and I will always be there for you whenever you need me.
I want you forever, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly. ♥
"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love."
I love you mathias chong bei en ♥.
happy 1 year anniversary! (: ♥
well, I bought a pair of everlast shoes for him and he was so pissed that I lied to him x) Oh well, I hope he likes it :b
1st 0405 after we got together, and still more to come (;
