How can you act like you don't care?
(Sunday, 11 March 2012 @ 20:43)
"And I hate the way you talk about her. Although it's not right for me to feel this way, my heart is scared you'll love her and be with her. Then, I can't love nor admire you silently, from afar, anymore."Yesterday was really good, really, really good. (:
Carnival was so-so. Had the feel, though. But I didn't play anything. Dedicated a message to Xinni and they played fall for you. ;) aww. She's on the cruise now. Sad. :( I miss my idiot best friend. :( I have the most idiotic, silliest best friends ever, but I love the two of them so much. And Charmaine if you ever come across this, I love you no matter what, and I'll be here if you ever, ever, need me.
We talked about anything without having to worry about the time. Played like as though we were little kids, and we really talked like we were best friends. (; I like that kind of dates.
Heeeee. (: Went to Bedok point to eat Mos, then we played Pokemon together, hacked sweet machines, went to see pets. :3 then took 69 to his house nearby & went to central park. (:
Today, was.. I don't know. I really don't know. Everything seems to go wrong for everyone. He came along with sh and we studied. He slept cos he was tired then he woke up very asdfghjkl. Then like everything my fault. But I turned off my phone.
And I have this fear of turning on my phone again. It's like I stopped everything in the middle of an argument, but when I turn it on, every thing is going to shoot at me. And I don't want that. I don't want to face it. I hate fighting with him. Especially when there's nothing to fight about at all. I really don't think that I did anything wrong, and I think you're just tired. Tired of things around you.
