Wishful thinking, girl. Don't expect him to be the same as you.

"Stop being afraid of what could go wrong, and think about what could go right."

Over to the left, where nothing's right?

Or over to the right, where nothing's left?

My life is pretty much messed up now and I am extremely confused but I don't know what to do and I shall not spit out all my nonsense on this pretty little memory I have of us now.

I try to be happy. Try, maybe if I stop thinking about things it wouldn't hurt that much.

But there'd be this point of time when you suddenly think of every little memory you've had then they start stabbing your heart one by one, why were you so dumb?

it wont happen. it wont happen. it wont happen.

it wont happen. it wont happen. it wont happen.

okay breathe in and out you can stop it now.

Never again, will I receive sth like this from you.

First post of 2012. School's fine, I guess. Just that we're on the 3rd floor where all the sec 4s are and I like some foreveralone kid without friends on the levels except the netballers but they have each other, and yanzhuang has louise so. :/

it's okay. Literature was FUNFUNFUN I cannot believe it I was safe! From someone, that is. I hated the way she spoke, I'm so glad Mrs Lai is taking us for Core Lit. :) Ms Farah is pretty *-* I like her. (!!!!) no im not lesbian. Okay, Im supposed to be cooking dinner for my whole family but I'm full for no reason. Maggi in the morning, peach tea during lunch break and... Gong cha for lunch. And I'm full, can anybody tell me why is my body being like that.

Went to eighteen chefs with Xinni and the whole lot of tall guys but..... it was so awkward I didn't know them :x Meh the timetable's screwed up, school ended at 2:10 for me when most of them ended at 2:50. Eh HELLO! My literature period gone. I sad. :(

Lol I wonder if you notice me like I do at just one glance into the school canteen.
Shut up bitch stop it if he's fine then be fine.

That stupid feeling when you feel all useless when the one you love replies you late and you feel like he does not bother talking to you, or even want to talk to you.

ok saw this on tumblr I just had to kope abit.

" I felt so sooo needy last night. I already miss you! I wanted to spend even more time with you. To be able to feel you close to me. To be able just stare and gaze at you for hours and hours. To be able to just simply hold your hand. To be able to smell you. To be able to just lean on you. I feel sad when we parted yesterday. I felt really needy and I didn’t want to part from you then. I wish I can spend even more time with you. I miss you… "

Feels so relevant somehow but thats for like.. couples. Okcan.

Can I miss you? Is it wrong?

Absolutely. On the verge of tears.

Can I do anything? No.

What do I do? Nothing.

You'd get sick of being apart? I already am.

I can't fucking do anything.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it,

I don't understand.

Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

I DON'T EVEN FREAKING KNOW LAH ASDFGHJKL. ):