If only you saw what I could see.
(Monday, 23 January 2012 @ 23:50)
It's cny so I get to zilian and post on my blog! -excuses lololol-
I am so tired and stuff I slept at 10:30 yesterday and I woke up at 9am in the morning, went over to my cousin's house and played with Aqyl I swear he hates me so bad he kept pulling my hair and whacking me.. okay... :( But today was fine, the food was oily oops. :x My cousin and my aunt kept asking if I had a boyfriend since I so pretty and I'm like... :/ pretty meh. then my aunt ask my sister then my sister knows so I kept smiling LOOOOL. hmmm came home about 4:30 and I fell asleep till 6 if I'm not wrong. What a pig. :X Had dinner then I was like, playing with iPhone from like, 7 to 8:30. Tweeting away~ :) Hahahahaha but that iPhone was so laggy. My sister refuses to give it to me and insists she wants it although she just changed her phone, HTC phone some more. Okay lor. :( nevermind end of year I change phone. :) yay so fast. i havent even got to use my e72 for like more than a year haha. :/
edited:
Okay now my sister doesn't want the iPhone, and she asks if I want to use it. But come to think of it, it really is super troublesome, have to sync all my songs to the phone.. I'd think about it. But maybe not now. My phone easier to text in school, hahahaha can feel the keys.
I'm wearing this tomorrow. ^
cos I'm cooooooool. my hair looks gud today.
but I initially wanted to wear this dress. Okay I can't freaking show it lol I suck at angles.
I can totally relate to this. I hate knowing stuff that kills me and I have to act like I don't care, too.. Ugh, but what to do man..
"25) If a girl is jealous, she cares.
Don’t take that fact for granted. If she’s jealous, she cares about you. She loves you and she doesn’t want to lose you. She’s jealous because she doesn’t want anyone to take you away from her. She’s jealous because she’s afraid that you might find someone better than her, then you’ll stop caring about her, then you’ll replace her. Girls don’t want that to happen. So don’t get mad if your girl gets jealous every time."
tumblr speaks for everyone.
What am I doing.. I'm supposed to be happy because we have each other now.
yet here I am. worrying about stuff that I shouldn't even think of. getting jealous over someone I shouldn't be jealous of. maybe he's just doing the same as what I did to him previously, letting me feel all those he did before, thanks to me. maybe it's just temporary, maybe it's going to go on for a year. I'm not sure, not at all. but there's really nothing wrong, is there? but it's like telling me I'm not enough and you need others. hahah, okaycan.
but it's not that I don't trust him, honestly. I just don't trust her cos she's done things that she doesn't wanna admit. and I hate those type of little shit people who does stuff and doesn't wanna admit it. f you. I look down on you. YES. I do. maybe it's just me. but I'm just gonna restrict myself. that feeling sucks so I'm not gonna do the same on him, practically I am not close to any guy now. I don't need other guys in my life to have an awesome life. :* I have charmaine xinni and etc. netballers, and my babyjun whee.
why is this post so emotional. I'm supposed to be happy lol.
but I miss my boyfriend. :( it really really feels like my world's depopulated, although I still have shuyi & yijun to talk to all day long. I guess my message inbox's really dead apart from random texts from xinni.
"I can’t promise you the perfect relationship, I know that we will mess up here and there, sometimes we will say things out of frustration, but I know that at the end of the day the relationship that we share is worth more then all that, most importantly I know that you’re worth it. If we make mistakes, then we learn from them and move on because those mistakes will help you and I bond more closer together. I've got you and you've got me, if you ever feel down, I’ll be there for you, I like seeing you happy so I’ll do anything and everything just to make you smile again. I got your back and you got mine, that’s my greatest plan, I’ll stand by you and support whatever you may pursue because what matters to you truly and honestly matters to me. Remember, I want you to be happy with me, so that’s what I aim to give you and in my eyes, you will always be worth it"
