Been a really long time since I blogged.. Hmm so. :)

Went out today with Charmaine and Xinni and jut randomly walked into times and art box & toys r us hehehe, we went to starbucks though, saw ms nisrin with her brother or nephew lol Idk and probably her brother? cranberry white choc mocha frappucino was superrrrrr good ohmyy.

I ate alot today sigh, I can't stop eating hahahahah okay I don't really care.

oh and someone else joined us. Hmmm. then we were cursing xinni that yixin would eventually turn up if we camp at the macs long enough. But then nahhhhh.

there was a lunar eclipse today and it was extremely pretty, I reached back about 8:40, it was super bright & full. Bathed, turned on my computer, then I saw it was like, happening. & I went to see, 1/3 was gone ohmy.

Why does such pretty things in our life happen! I wanna see a shooting star. :) Maybe if I go to Australia I'd be able to. My sister says her friend who has been there saw it once, and she heard it was quite a common sight to have a shooting star at night.

went to ecp when my mom came back, brought ricky along ^-^ hehe :)

watching Material Queen now, it's very very very very nice, but I'm still at episode 8 & there's like 14 more episodes to go. Vanness Wu is cute hahaha :S

went out on wednesday with the peepol.

baobai alicia amandachan and xinni!

they're all, extremely lovely people you know :)

ahahahah and amanda chan is so cute. :D

And I realised I have been taking my relationship for granted, but nah I've thought about it, I should really be grateful that I still have him with me after these long 7 months & a week. He put up with me for so long although I've been the constant source of worry, sadness, anger and every emotion that I'm able to make him go through.

Still remember the first day of school he sat behind me and he kicked my chair by accident and I was like, "Wtf?" Then till the 2nd month of secondary school I found him so annoying and irritating and idiotic that he has been disrupting classes together with his so-called "sister". He called me names, judged me on my looks, how could anyone not hate him? From friends to my good friend's special friend, and then to hating him because he did something that caused agony to her. Calling him jerk every single freaking time I walked past him because I was so angry with him. Then probably cos I called him a jerk, he and his stupid group of friends said there's something wrong with all the SHPS people. And then from gossiping, towards the end of the year he started defending me instead. He tried talking to me but I detested replying his annoying messages which had alot, alot of abbreviations. And 1001 full stops.

I hated him alot. Hahahhahaha.

And then when we were just friends, we built up our friendship, became good friends. I realised if I knew him better he'd be okay. But there was no way it would be more than a friendship, I was warned, I knew I couldn't risk it. At the end of the day, I would just end up hurting myself even more than anyone could imagine if I were to fall for him, hard.

And 7 months back I was allllllllllll prepared to be hurt afterr 3 or 4 months when he's done playing or something, then I was wrong, we came this far, and he tried so hard to keep it going while I didn't do as I promised.

Sorry ,_,

And hmm Jiaxue if you see this, I can't be sure he didn't play with you, but he regretted whatever he has done. So, yeah. :)

I am going back to watch my material queen. I don't even know why I blogged that much ohgod

-facepalm- (If anybody even gets the shit I typed up there.)

OH AND BAOBAI IS ON THE SAME PLANE AS SNSD, BACK TO KOREA. WHAT THE! LUCKY GIRL.

and it's all that I've been waiting for.

yankaiming is mentally sick, separating mother and child, making a deal with her mom just to assure she never adknowledges her daughter. dafuq. lol fyl thats what you get for wanted a rich man