A relationship is a team:

We work together. When something happens, we work together to fix it. If something gets in the way, we work together to get through it. Notice how together is in every sentence. It’s because a relationship isn’t a relationship without two people working together. There can’t be only one person trying.

"Then you just hurt me again. Honestly, I can't even understand this inevitable feelings of mine. I can't comprehend why my heart chooses to love you despite all the pain and hurt that you brought me. I don't get why my brain can't stop thinking and setting itself that you are really the one for me. I don't get how I can still tolerate this pain and still keep on loving you. And most of all, I can't seem to fully understand my senses from growing fonder, and fonder until I totally miss you and fall for you all over again. "

"Do you know that feeling when you know that soon someone is gonna leave you? You become all bitter instead of cherishing your limited time together..Why? maybe it’s just a way for you to tell that person to not go,to not leave,to just stay here with you. And you think by acting that way he/she is gonna change her/his mind. But that person still leaves..which makes you feel alone,betrayed and not important to that person anymore. But maybe we were just so selfish,maybe we were just too insensitive. Haven’t we though about their feelings too? That’s the reason why they did say “goodbye” before they left..they tried their best to make you understand but maybe we were just too stupid to listen. They didn’t have a choice, because if they did they would choose to stay. Leaving is as hard as to be left too. I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I'm sorry if I come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I'm sorry if I say things I don't really mean. I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. I'm sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you."

There's this sharp pain; emptiness in my heart. I don't even know why. Why are we always fighting when we know that it's useless.