He just left. But I miss him already…
(Monday, 23 May 2011 @ 18:42)
This is super, super, super tiring. It's like my phone doesn't exist now, cos I don't need it to text anyone important. It's like the entire world seems depopulated. Empty, sad. It's not being unable to see him, it's just that I know he's very very far away and he can't communicate with me. He's the sweetest guy, ever. He carried me through the mall, when my leg had a cut and it was difficult for me to walk properly. When I knock into something accidentally, he'd say ouch. Even it doesn't hurt, he'll tell me, "You not pain, my heart pain." Before he left, he asked me to eat all my meals, take care of myself, and not think of him, because he doesn't want me to feel hurt. But it just makes me think of him more. When I lose my balance in the train, he holds me just to make sure I don't fall. When I get disturbed by his friends, he'll get mad. Today I didn't get to see him, nor pass him his letter. When he was there, about to enter the departure hall. I didn't rush there in time to pass him his letter. :( And it's my fault. Sigh. I can't imagine me living throughout this 10 days. Bobblez is experiencing the same thing, I bet it's worse for her. :/ Why must they separate all the pairs HMPH. Thinking about the long -empty- days I'm already sick of doing anything. :/ I'm lazy to go out, lazy to go to school. Lazy to get out of my bed
he's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)
What time is it where you are?I miss you more than anythingBack at home you feel so farWaiting for the phone to ringIt's getting lonely living upside downI don't even wanna be in this townTrying to figure out the time zones making me crazyYou say good morningWhen it's midnightGoing out of my headAlone in this bedI wake up to your sunsetIt's driving me madI miss you so badAnd my heart heart heart is so jetlaggedWhat time is it where you are?5 more days and I'll be homeI keep your picture in my carI hate the thought of you aloneI been keeping busy all the timeJust to try to keep you off my handTrying to figure out the time zones makin me crazyYou say good morningWhen it's midnightGoing out of my headAlone in this bedI wake up to your sunsetIt's driving me madI miss you so badAnd my heart heart heart is so jetlaggedI've been keeping busy all timeJust to try to keep you off my mindTrying to figure out the time zones making me crazyI miss you so badI wanna share your horizonAnd see the same sun risingTurn the hour hand back to when you were holding meYou say good morningWhen it's midnightGoing out of my headAlone in this bedI wake up to your sunsetIt's driving me madI miss you so badAnd my heart heart heart is so jetlagged
