Gone.
(Monday, 23 May 2011 @ 13:04)

Retarded small kid beside me ^
He's gone to China. 10 days. It's only been 4hours & I'm dying. I miss him so bad. China immersion, I'll never forgive youuuuuu. It's worse than falling off a building. Depressed ,_, Chua's flying off tonight. & I'm going to the airport to send her offfffffffff. :D Baobai & the rest coming over to see the dogs. And play? I've no idea. But no mood to play with them already, sad enough, sigh.
Saturday was quite a success. Birthday bash for Anabelle :) Okay, apparently I wasn't allowed to go earlier to help out cos they got somethinggggg. Everything was fine. But we had to leave earlier than the rest. And my flats were damn annoying :/
the few of us~ 
tissueee
♥
Chua! ♥
The two of them :)
I can't communicate with him, just apart from MSN. Asdfghjkl :( China ban Facebook -_- Retarded. 10 empty days, die already. There's no school for today and tomorrow. Wednesday got Learning Journey, Thursday need to do powerpoint, then there's concert on Friday. Then here comes our June holidays. Okay no mood. -stone-
Didn't get to meet him for long. And I can't go airport when he's back. Cos it's midnight flight. How annoying. I'm not looking forward to the holidays. I need to pass this ten days quickly. "Because you live, and breathe. Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help. Because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky." "Because you live, there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight." "Cos of you made it through every storm." I don't feel like doing anything. :(
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